The worst thing that has been said to me

1 in 3 kids in us has reported being bullied. Growing up some interesting situations and word have been said to me; some of those things I still have a crystal clear memory.
Even if the words that were said today i won't be affected but i still remember the feeling that i felt in the moment.

1. " you're not invited to my birthday party because your allergies are too much work".

This was said in the second grade and back then saying you're not invited to my birthday party was a big deal not mention it came out of my best friend mouth it was also something that i had no idea what to say. I was an outsider growing up and still am and I put my popularity status on how many birthday parties i went to like any normal eight year old.

2. "You're being annoying".

I am always happy and giggling. I understand that on my peers bad days that that's the last thing they want but it didn't help the pain a bit. Being annoying is on the list of things I worry about when interacting with people. Now, of course, I knew this person didn't know this. I believe I have my quirks and I truly can be annoying but brought up it hurts.

3. "I've been through worst things".

I partially tore a tendon in my wrist and I was in pain. I mistakenly expressed my pain and I was told that she has been through worst things. That may be but at the moment I didn't care i was just focused on getting an Advil.

4. "You're not special"

This happened in first grade and came out of the mouth of my greatest foe. At this age, I wanted to be "special". So this kinda brought me down again it was said again it would be a normal day.

5. Laughter

I was in second grade and answered a question with confident plus a "so yeah" at the end. This caused the whole classroom to laugh and afterward a kid said that was funny so I kicked him. I later cried but me kinda being a class clown at the time would probably laugh with them or something like that if it happened again.

6. "That's, why you don't, have her do anything"

This was said during a hard week. I made a simple easy to fix a mistake when doing math problems in my group during science and one of the girls said: "that's why you don't have her do anything". It struck me harder then things usually do. I actually went home for lunch and cried.

7. " you can't do anything right".

We were working on a project that was due in about a day I was working on the lettering for a poster and apparently, I made it a little slanted and one of the group members got frustrated and said "you can' t do anything right. Me working hard on this project was a little hurt but I fixed my mistake and tried to help the situation.

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